I dare you to Hope. Muther Fucker.
For some reason, I am suddenly hopeful. I don’t know why. Maybe it was the thinking I had a cyst and getting mentally prepared to have the cycle cancelled. Maybe it was finding out the my lining was at 12 (muther. fucker. 12!!). Or maybe it’s just a case of the crazies setting in.
Probably the later.
But I do feel hopeful. For the first time in ages. This is our last cycle with our last three little snowbabies. Surely. Out of all those embryos, there has to be one good one. Surely… its one of these three.
The three Musketeers.
Transfer is set for next Monday. Beta is scheduled for Feb 8th – which is the Mr’s birthday. SURELY I couldn’t get a BFN on his birthday.
*Hopes comes crashing down.*
After all. I’m the girl who found out I had a Zombie Fetus on Halloween. The gods, they are always a laughing at me.
I’ll hope for you.
And 12 is awesome!
Brave IVF Girl recently posted..Sluggish
I got a BFN on my birthday last year. The fertility Goddess is like a honey badger, she is nasty and she doesn’t give a shit.
And then there was the D & C two days before Christmas…. just nasty.
You have the lining to rock all linings! It sounds like a kick ass start to me. I smell hope in the air…and it smells like victory. (knock on wood).
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Cracking up over Chickenpig’s comparison of the fertility goddess to the honey badger.
Sending lots of good thoughts for this cycle.
crossing my fingers for you!
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